Yet Another Post!

Apr 30-08

Not a poem yet… … … … … .. .. . . .

So life is pretty much sucky.  My brother and sister-in-law and former step mother can’t make it to my graduation, and my best friend is still in jail (ANOTHER MONTH!!!) we hope… … .. .. . . .

I went to Express Personnels to apply to temp… and they told me that since I have no work history, I probably won’t get a job.  And I’m thinking I’ll probably be the last person they call.

Okay this guy sat at my table at Panera Bread and he’s kinda creepy.  He wants to see what I’m doing, so I am signing off.

The Z Wolf.

Update

Apr 30-08

The kid afraid to graduate is going to graduate.  He passed by two points.  Yay him.

Life is going to get really confusing.  I can feel it.  My best friend from my poetry site is coming down to see me in less than a week.  I can hardly believe it.  We have been talking for almost a year now, and Mom wants me to marry him after college lol.  We’re all nervous as heck.  Especially him.  I’ve never been so nervous in my life.  The only thing about him coming down is that we had talked about actually getting maried, but I’m dating someone else…so…yeah… this oughtta get interesting lol.  My boyfriend says he’s not a jealous guy, but my last one said that too, and he totally acted jealous when I talked to a guy friend of mine (though I have to admit it was just this one guy he got jealous of).

Why is it that when you can say you are officially taken, all the guys that were potential boyfriends come back into your life?  I am not one that likes to hurt people, but sheesh, I already had to tell a guy I was taken.  He was very sad.  oops.

So, my boyfriend told me I ought to start puting my poetry on my blogs and then passing my other blogs around, so if you want to see any of my other blogs (which will hopefully have some poetry on it by then) feel free to.

http://myspace.com/zhaniswolf

http://xanga.com/sisofrick

and my actual poetry site

http://allpoetry.com/zhanis%20wolf

my boyfriend’s poetry site

http://allpoetry.com/sidewinder

my best friend’s poetry site

http://allpoetry.com/Ted%20E%20Bare

I figured I’d promote them, too, though sidewinder is really the only one who really wants promoted.  Actually, neither of them know I promoted them on my blog =D

The Z Wolf.

Freak Out!

Apr 30-08

Wow.  It’s amazing how many people come to me with their problems.  I can like barely know them, and they’ll vent or cry on my shoulder.  I try to give the best advice I can, but what advice do you give a classmate who has the fear of not graduating, because his grade in Biology is too low.  How do I tell to do better? Oh well, he’s in here right now, so I better go.  Byez.

Numero Dos

Apr 30-08

This is the way things are.  Somebody is going to find my blog, tear me down, and tear my life apart.  Someone is going to recognize my username/url and kill me for puting things on here I shouldn’t.  But you know something?  Sometimes, you just have to get over it and post it anyway.

Unfortunately for me, the things I want to say can be used against me, so now what do I do?

How about I start by just putting things that should be said anyway?  If anyone here knows lots about Grace University, I need scholarships, but I live in MO…

 Well, I should get back to work.  Byez.