So What Now?
Apr 19-09
$45 w/ roomy; $60 w/out… $50 a week… those prices are weekly prices… $50 is my “allowance.” No idea what to do.
Go home? Not a chance. Too much drama, too much stress…
Go to Boston and stay on the coast that much farther from Joe for about 4 months? No going to Tennessee for the family reunion…no seeing Joe… not even once…
Can’t stay with Joe. Against the rules and far too cramped. They wouldn’t want me there for that long anyway…
Go to Mom’s in North Platte? Maybe get a job helping her and Curtis… No internet connection, so no FaceBook, WordPress, messenger, FuBar, etc… Pretty much no way to communicate with the outside world at all… I mean, decent signal, but email is so much easier nowadays.
Gothenburg? Hope to get a job at the grocery store and maybe borrow one of the vehicles to get to and from there… Maybe make a friend or two but probably would just be a loner like before… Would get awkward, but I would have internet and good cell phone signal along with privacy. Seems like my best bet honestly.
I was hoping to be a volunteer this summer, but that’s kind of one of those really funny things that will probably never happen. Stuff like that never works out anyway, and I would just disappoint the kid anyway. That’s who I am… inconsistent… unreliable…
I’m homeless at the moment. Go figure.
